Yesterday I left work. I know, I know, WTF?! I never leave work. But I was not well…the nausea was just too much to bare. It all started with a headache and just got worse. Every time I thought about things, I started to feel even worse.
I have begun to forget how to use my hands. I go to insert food and somewhere between picking up said item and chewing, I lose it. Either my hand opens at the wrong time or I completely miss my mouth. I don’t think I had a stroke…. 😐
Sadly I think I know the cause.
I’ve reached a stage of acquiescence, I always wanted to be a fighter, but that’s much like wanting to be a Princess or a Unicorn… possible for some but if you don’t have the genes, it’s not likely. The way I see it nothing matters anyway. By letting her move in at least I won’t have to work quite as much. Sadly I can’t really see any other good from it.
~~~~~~~~Ponder this~~~~~~~~~~~~
“It is much easier to Love someone than it is to Like someone.”
{Truer words were never spoken.}
~*~ Arsenic & Apathy *~* 